the fly in my car

So there is this fly in my car. Just a normal fly, like any other. I noticed it about a week ago. And guess what? ITS STILL THERE! The funny thing is though, it only flys around when Im driving in my car, I've looked into my car windows before and its NEVER flying around. Even when I have the windows WIDE open, it DOESNT MOVE!! Isn't that just a little weird? I do not get it at all, I think the fly likes to bother me for some weird reason. Its always up by my face to. Ive decided to name my fly Matt. I dont know why I chose the name Matt, I just like that name.

my life

My life is not the greatest..but its my life. Sometimes I just wish that I could start all over again, brand new, knowing about all the mistakes that I have made so I will not make the same ones again. I work so damn much and I hate it. But then again, I love to work otherwise I get really bored. Were talking seriously bored to the point of I just want to go to sleep. I just wish that I would've gone to college and gotten a real job, one that pays really good so then I wouldn't have to be stuck doing two hotel jobs that I really dont like all that much. That is the thing that I really want to change in my life the most, is to go to college. I just wish it wouldnt be so hard for me, I have so many bills each month. My car payment alone is equal to one of my paychecks. I just want to work in an office, or a magazine place or something where I can wear what I want and do what I want. I just wish something would become availbile like that for me, I wish it so much.

my job

So...my job. I love it but it drives me nuts sometimes. (like almost every job I swear) There are just so many things that are wrong here. I dont care so much about being sold out, I love it, but when housekeeping leaves rooms dirty when we are sold out, that just drives me crazy. Housekeeping should be on top of that, its not fair to the front desk or the guests. AND they NEVER clean the rooms right, it seems like theres always something wrong with them.
And then theres the issue with hotwire and priceline reservations and all that. It makes me so mad when people try to get free rooms out of it. I just dont get why, if the guest cannot have a smoking room or a room with a king size bed, why do they book over hotwire and priceline?? wouldn't it be more practial to just pay full price for a room that you know for sure is going to have what you want in it?? It just doesnt make sense to me at all!

SHHH

I LOVE SUZY!!!!